Wednesday, November 15, 2006

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Sifting through my journal last night and I came across this, an sms that I had received on the 23rd of January.

“Whatever happens, just remember you’re an amazing person. One day, someone will appreciate that and keep you warm under the sheets. And I really hope the person will be me.”

I wondered if the person who sent that message would even remember that he had sent it, and even more, whether he still meant it. It made me cry.

And I realized that all I want is just to be loved like crazy….

Lonelines, according to Wikipedia, is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. It is more than a just a feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. It is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and/or alienated from other people.

Loneliness, according to ME, is having to get into an empty bed at night when what you want most in the world is for someone to hold you.